Sunday, August 3, 2008

Church and Rest

So yesterday we got all ready for someone to come look at our house then an hour before they were supposed to come they called and cancelled. I was so bummed my horse trailer sale and my house rented out both fell through this week. I thought everything was falling in to place but that really took the wind out of my sails. So today I am off to Church to pray for guidance and grace to stay calm. My anxiety attacks are threatening to come in but I am asking God's help to keep them away. I know when I feel that coming that I need to step up my faith. This is a learning process and I just keep saying small prayers Like "show me how Lord" "Teach me to walk in your way" or just saying "Jesus I need you" I usually calm down within minutes when doing this and can refocus on gaining perspective. I know he has a plan but in the midst of so much uncertainty I find myself struggling. Till later God Bless you all.